| Well, I am now 17 years old |
[23 Oct 2005|09:37pm] |
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Well guys today is in fact my 17th birthday. I
have not updated in quite some time now, I have been slacking
off. I am not really sure why I stopped writing in this thing, to
tell you the truth it is preety therapeutic if you ask me. It was
probably because I was not really comfortable writing about my inner
thoughts, which I never rarely wrote about anyway. Today was a
slow day, I was suppose to go to my SAT course which is 4 hours long
but I re-schedualed it for another day then I did some outlines for US
history. It's a good class just alot of work to keep up
with. My parents got me a credit card, I was excited about that
since now I don't have to ask them for money all the time, plus getting
gas will be nice and easy. I basically did hw all day, which
blows but then Sami and Kelley visted me and brought me a cookie cake
with my name and everything, along with a crown and fariy staff thing,
and the best part an ORANGE
doo-rag. Watched some tv, received many phone calls from many
friends, it was good to see my phone ringing constantly for one
day. Amanda and Cristen stopped by and brought me dinner, too bad
I was going out to dinner at that instant, it would have been awesome
to chill with them for some time. Went to dinner, same old, same
old. For all its worth it was a good birthday, not that exciting
but good. I wish I had spent it with some friends though now that
I look back at it, oh well, next year I suppose.
School is going well, all my teachers are preety
cool, the classes seem to be going well, physics is a bitch
though. Mrs. Warnock reminds me of my mom, it's really
funny. I am really trying hard to keep my grades up for this
year, and studying for the SAT so I do well and don't have to worry
about that stupid shit ever again. The SAT class is preety crazy,
there is alot of work to do and they actually test us on our material
and what not. It's basically like more school, oh well it is
almost over with and then I won't have to deal with it ever
again. Homecoming was this weekend, our float kicked ass, I can't
belive we lost, we were robbed, 2 years in a row now! James and
the Giant Peach will be opening soon, I think Nov. 4th and 5th.
Everybody should come and see it, it is preety funny, plus I am the
Centipede, should be fun. All that stuff has been going well
though. People who get drunk at parties and be
entertaining. I don't see why people get so dumb sometimes, oh
well, it's funny to watch.
I wonder sometimes how someone can be so attached to
one person and that other person doesn't reciprocate that same feeling
back, it is werid. High school is a stange place. I am
still wondering how to deal with a certain problem, I have some great
supportive friends though which is always a plus. It has been on
my mind lately, very much actually, hopefully one day it will go
away. Sometimes I am a total moron, but these things
happen. I should stop wearing my heart on my sleeve and stop
being a vagina, that could help me out in a situation like this.
Hopefully everything turns out for the best........*I hope my birthday
wish comes true*
P.S. Mickey broke through a brick wall and Andrew and I are going to Paris, I never spell check!
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7 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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[13 Mar 2005|08:36pm] |
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So this weekend was Illusion, it was awesome. I was really nervous the 1st two days but the 3rd day, taking some advice from Kevin and just seeing those dumb fucks in the front row made me feel good. The show completely kicked total ass. I cannot wait till next year, but on another note, MAME practice starts this week. I have been preety busy lately with school and Illusion, but now MAME is going to start so it is like this never ending cycle. I have also been auditioning alot more for things which is a good experience for me even if I don't get the roles. I really stopped writing in this thing....I really do not like opening up to people, yet I kinda am now, ironic. This past month has been a werid one to say the least. Why do people gotta be so strange sometimes, I guess it happens though. I have met alot of new people this month suprisingly, which is preety cool. I am becoming less trust worthy in most of my friends to almost the point where I almost don't trust them at all. It is really werid when you have been used to something for a while and it just all of a sudden just dissapears.....sometimes I wonder. I have this werid feeling in me at all times now....I am not sure what the hell it is, mabey I just need to take a massive crap, it's almost like that nervous feeling, but empty feeling, with a dash of nervous excitment or something, hard to explain. Anywho, school is the same, Mr. Langella has been up my ass, but he thinks I could be able to master the "jedi" powers....I guess thats how you do it.....thats how u do it. I just want to say that Mickey, Jk, and Greg are just super cool, and or super gay, either one is good in my book. Hopefully one day things will swing my way, not saying shit is bad, just it would be cool if it did, otherwise I will have to start wearing bleached 311 shirts......could I honestly be feeling something for you? It is werid how one person can effect you so greatly. I guess Kevin might be happy with this entry. THANKS TO EVERONE WHO CAME TO SEE THE SHOW!!!
-Just call me Mr.Brightside
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Me: I hate girls who lie.
Jk: Wow you must hate all women, you fag.
Me: Fuck....
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5 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| Friday....gay.....! |
[04 Mar 2005|06:18pm] |
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Mabey one day, when I get out of this slump I will update with something entertaining, oh and happy birthday Kevin. Answer these questions, I am interested to see what people say...
01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment [trick question]:
10. My eye color:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking:
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
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13 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| What a week! |
[21 Nov 2004|08:32pm] |
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It has been some time since my last update. So this week was preety productive. Last week I left for Florida with the steel drum band, had some good freaking times with the guys. Hahaha we are some shady son of a bitches. FLAVA FLAV! The weather down there was awesome, I wish I could always go down with friends like that, that would be preety sweet. Crazy as it sounds I sorta missed Mahopac, more like the people in Mahopac, but it happens. So this week was preety much the same, a little hectic trying to catch up with the missed work and all. As far as my grades go they are alright, except my math grade which probably as not as high as it should be, but I will get it higher the 2nd quarter. AP chem is bitch, I would just like to say Kevin Muller is the man and that everyone should try and get to know him. He is actually one of the funniest people I have met. Hes a good guy. Anyway I had auditions for the play and musical this week. It was a little different becuase I had to memorize a Shakespearen sonnet, it was a 1st for me, a little difficult but I think I did a preety good job, and as far as my song goes, well I nailed that shit like it was my job, so it's cool. Hmmm that was prob a run on sentence. ANYWAYS the weekend was well AWESOME! Cousins came down and thats always fun, played alot of Halo 2...freaking adiccting and other things! Right now im just working on my DBQ, 2/3 done, prob finish the rest tommrow. So there is really nothing else for me to say, hahahahahah what a crazy life I have.
-It's funny how things work out sometimes....
man, do i wanna be an actor!
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6 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| No more ZOMBIES! |
[31 Oct 2004|10:28pm] |
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This weekend was awesome. The show was this weekend, I had an awesome time doing it. Everyone said that it was the coolest one, I was happy with that. All the alumni came back which was awesome, always good times, really good fucking times. I was Scooby-Doo for halloween, good stuff. Sat. was interesting, the cast party was a little outta hand. Some crazy shit......yea. Girls are crazy! hahaha.....
Yea it was shady, then went to Barbalado's for some good old talking. Weekend went by fast, it was fucking werid though. I guess you could say it was all good though.
I GET MORE BUTT THEN ASS TREES!
thanks to everyone who came to see the show!
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2 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| ......I can drive? |
[24 Oct 2004|08:24pm] |
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So yesterday I turned 16. Intersting I must say, I do not feel any different. My weekend went something like this...
Friday- I think I came home and did nothing, played drums, and talked to some friends. Then Brandon showed up at my door we chatted...yea that was awesome. I got bored so I called Joey C! Went to the mall and got a haircut...the guy did a bad job...shit. Afterwards we went to Cortland to check out Team America...all I have to say is freedom costs a buck o' five...I think? It was very very funny, the whole puppet thing was creepy. Got home exactly at 12:00...Joe was the 1st person I saw on my 16th year of birth...funny.
Saturday- Dad came into my room at around 7:30 to be a jackass and wake me up to say happy brithday to me before he left for work....like father like son I suppose. I could not fall asleep after he woke me up so I just sat in bed thinking about my past 16 years of life. Past 2 years I have learned alot about myself. It was very intriguing. As I was contemplating life Miss. Amanda Longo called me to wish me happy birthday. Talked for some time, had many laughs. Good way to start off the day. After that I got ready showered, the whole deal to come downstairs to a huge ass breakfest. TASTY! So then after I finished ingesting my meal my dad hands me the keys and tells me to pull out of the driveway. It was quite amusing becuase he was more nervous then I was. I started purposely gunning the car to scare the hell outta him, funny shit. It will just be a matter of getting used to the car. Should be going for my permit next week because this week is hell week for the play, I will be preety busy with that. So everbody come see the show THIS THUR 10/27 FRI 10/28 and SAT 10/30 AT MHS AT 7:00 PM 7 bucks a ticket SHOW UP!!!
Then Miss. Christa Grippo called me...talked,made some jokes. Then I went to the Danbury Mall for some birthday shopping, got some clothes, thats about it. I ran into Kelley, Sami, Jackie, Bec, Sam, and REGER JUNGI! Odd....anyways after that went out to dinner. Came home and rented SUPER SIZE ME. Great film...I wanted Mc Donalds really bad after I saw that. All in all it was a good day...something was missing though. I am preety sure I know what it was. Went to bed....
Sun- Spent today drumming all day....did nothing else really, watched the giants game, and took a really long shower. Preety boring day if you ask me. Friends....HA! Christa Grippo, you know what exactly what I am talking about....Jesus! What a fucking joke! It shall blow over in time though. I still need to do my Spanish hw, looking foward to Hell Week, I usually have a good time. It is strange though with out the class of '04. I am expecting see you all in the audience...hopefully.
Well I hope you had a good time reading this. Band should be in the making if everything goes right! Excited about that. This was my 1st real entry in a long time....Ha!
Greg: It is only a fucking milli-inch you know.....you spaked it like ginuine salami
Me:....Ok mabey I did....cause I get more butt then ass trees.
.....Nice guys defitnaly finish last....and I hate spell checking!
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4 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| SURPRISE! |
[16 Oct 2004|02:46pm] |
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Crazy cool weekend.......
Fri- School was gayness....AP chem test.....that sucked. Then I came home and did nothing. My mom calls me and is like "Ritesh we are going out to dinner." So I walk into New Bon....go to the back room....and BOOM BAM SHAKA ZULU JUNGI GUNGI....SUrPRISE!!! Yea surprise....it was awesome...shocked! After we ate came home and just had a grand old jolly time! Fun stuff.....what a night. Thanks for everyone who came!
Sat-PSAT...Greg, Brandon, and Jk came over, they all suck at Halo! Brandon is a good actor, Greg likes cookies, and Jk can rap about corn! Now im writing this......
Some people are fucked up!
Wow......I guess I really do huh....??
-your incredible
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3 people said I taste like sunshine dust! I wonder what you taste like?
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| 2 week mark! |
[15 Sep 2004|11:21pm] |
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Alright I am now in 10th grade, I really do not feel any different except at the fact I can smack some freshmens around. It has been kinda weird with out the class of '04....I will get used to it. So all of my teachers seem to be pretty cool, Ap chem is a bitch!
The 1st week of school sucked my ass!
I saw some things I was just not ready to see, I am dealing with it pretty well though, well I was ready, it was I just hoped it would not happen, it did, but things will be ok......I hope....I really do.
By the end of the 1st week of school things started just eating at me, I wish I could just let it go and forget about it, .....easier said then done! The weekend was interesting, had the entire house my self for 2 whole days.....did not throw a party. I started getting better with my situation by Sunday.
The 2nd week of school was cool, still kinda weird.
Monday I went to Mickey's soccer game, they won! GO MAHOPAC! It was kinda funny cuase I would scream out Mickeys name, I do not know, all the girls were luaghing, they thought it was like we were going out or something............BUT THATS A WHOLE OTHER STORY! Joe C. came over and we hung out talked about girls....ha, I suck in that department!
Tuesday I found out I got the lead to play..........cool......somethings missing though.
wed-So, I ran for president of my class, found out today it was really really close, I think I won by like 7 or 8 votes or something of that sort, thanks to everyone who voted. I honostly did not think I would win running agianst Dave but I guess I did. Hung out with Joe agian, got a haircut and watched Night of the Living Dead......terrible movie!
So things are getting kinda better, I think I am finally letting go slowly, I am not sure? Maybe one day things will fall into place, not that I am sad or anything just sorta confused and out of place. Maybe you can help me out or something.
Yea, I will not be updating as often anymore, I do not think anyone cares anyway. Building floats suck! And I am too lazy to spell check!
~No matter what words I say I will always love you~
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| I will never understand. |
[08 Sep 2004|10:28pm] |
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You know I was always told if you work hard toward something you will get it. So I have a question for you, how come the one thing I work hardest for I will never get to attain? What a paradox, I need to get out of here for some time. Oh...school has never been shittier. Try outs tommrow for the play, I hope that goes well at least, I am good at that, I think. Oh and all 10th graders VOTE FOR ME FOR M.O.S.T. PRESIDENT!
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